Confession ; what lies within the photo

mereke kate ;
"jime, u kan hott"
"jime u cute lar"
"handsome boy lar jime"

ak kebiasaannye jwp ;
"owh yeke? rse biase je ! mne ade org hot/cute/hndsome ! jime biase2 je larh."

dan kebiasaanye mereke akan jwp balek ;
"yer jime hot/cute/handsome . sje je tuh nk humble


fakta dan reality ;
ak xprnh rse yg dorang kate ituh sume sume ditujukan untk ak !
ak xprnh perasan ataupon teruje dgn kate kate dorang
kerane ,
yg HOT,CUTE and HANDSOME ituh sume adelarh photo photo ak !
ak x kelihatan seperti di dlm photo2 tuh sume
in fact i'm ugly yaw ! yeah yeah! i said it i'm ugly ! take note people !
not just that , i'm also freakin fat ! fat! fat ! and fat ! yeah ak ulang 4x supaye korang sdr ttg hakikat tuh ! : )
ak xpnrh anggp ak tipu/manipulasi/putar belit fakta or ape2 je larh istilah yg korang maw gmbrkan ttg photo2 ak tuh
ak dh ckp berulang2 kali dkt korang2 "i dont look like what i'am in the photo"
tpi korang DENY the truth ! smpai 1 point tuh ak dh jd mcm "sumbdy else version "
and arghhh!! i'm sick of it larh!
come on larh people !
accept me for who ever i'am !!
dont make be the other people version !
i want to be me ! i want to be original !
goshhh !!
ak malas maw snap photo lg !
sbb ak sndiri benci knyataan yg ak kelihatan laen dlm photo !!
perlu ke ak terime this so called GIFT (look diff in photo)
ak bukannye shape changer mahupon mystique yg dlm xmen ituh !!
adoi ! adoi !




The sollution ;
i will meet up ,
a few of them this weekend ,
1st february 2008
it is going to be my first time ever meet up with people from this so called "cyber world"
and will see how thing going on ,
whether (am i spell it right) its just me who make this issue bigger ,
or it is actuall a big thing ,big issue that i'm facing ! : )
what ever it is ,
we will see ,
kalaw ak mngamok habes habesan in the next entry
paham paham larh ok ? haha! XD

chemistry owh si kimia !!

ak dilema seketike bler sebot chemistry or kimia !!!

msk je form 5 ak teros blur bile ckgu ajar topic "salt"

ak dgn muke " apekahhhhhh ini " ddk je dlm kelas dgr ckgu ngajar tpi otak ak melayang2 fikir handphone ak yg ade dlm bag serte apekah menu hot kt kantin walaupon ak tau hari hari mnde same! adoyai !! tibe tibe ckgu ckp psl "DROP" chemistry !

ak mcm tertarek habes nk drop subj chem !
konon konon nekad habes arh ni ! siap sebar propaganda ajak ramai2 drop supaye ak x kesepian sorang sorang mengDROP chemistry ! yeaaah !

tpi respon agak mmbabi kan ! ciss korang kawan kawan ! XD

setelah ak di hamon, di ceramah, di jeritkan oleh si kawan kawan and, di tepok kepale oleh mereke mereke ! jadi ak mcm x jadi arh nk drop chemistry.module chem pon ak dh amek bayar je belom ! arghh ! halal je larh ckgu kan? kan? rm10 je meyh! ckgu topup pon rm50 !

hahahaha!

ak gagah nk amek chemistry

WALAUPON ; ak x pernah kepoh nk hafal ION ,

ak x pernah kepoh nk hafal symbol

ak terkangkang bile nk bwat ionic formula

ak lupe basic basic mcm kire moles

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tpi xperlah ! ak work even harder larh kan !

ak try larh recover sume aspek aspek kebodohan ak !

yeaaah !

and and hope chemistry ak meletop meletop result nnti !

supaye ak bole jerit kt abg2 ak dgn rse bangge riak dan takabur (walaupon ak tau perasan ini x baek disisi islam) tnpe perlu malu dgn result yg ak dpt ;

"weyh ! ak amek PURE SCIENCE larhh ! "

owh tagged ! tagged!

ak jwp in malay ok? ssb english ak x sehabat english engkau !! hahaa ! XD

1.What will you do as Mayor of KL at Lorong Haji Taib and Chow Kit Road?
owh! tuh sarang pelacor rite? ok ak akn bgi dorang kje yg halal halal belake! yeaaah!
and chow kit road plak enth ! biar je larh mcm tuh ! keep its originality meyh! yeaah

2.Draw ur own face.
x reti melukis ! owh xpyh ajar ! ngeeeeeeeee~ XD

3.How do you describe yourself?
no idea larh ! XD

4.Your magic word.
carotan carotan ak ! owh that is sooo magical maaa ! hahaha XD

5.Do you agree if goreng pisang and cekodok available at Starbucks or Dome?Why?
yeah yeah well its Malaysia dowh!! patot kne ade that kind of food ! roti canai also larh ! and and venti teh tarek plzz ! ngeeeee~ XD

6.Which Malaysians jajan you like most?
kerepek and muruku muruku thing!!! whoaa! bes bes !!

7.How do you describe your room?
kaler cream ! buku bersepah2 , baju terabor2 ,queen size bed ,sng cite it is a messy room ! well bilek si terune harus larh bgituh! bwhahaha! xper nnti mak ak kemas !! ngeeeeee~ love u mom! XD

8.How many times a day you change your t-shirt?
jap jap nk kire , mndi pagi 1 , petang 1 and mndi mlm 1 ! owh 3x! hahaha! ngeng ! XD

9.Are you handsome?
ak kacak? enth !! ak xpernah perasan ak kacak ! but korang korang perasan yg ak kacak
so ak kacak larh! Bhwahahahah! XD

10. Favourite makan spot?
mamak !!! yeaah!

11.Favourite kuih?
enth !xder fav lah ! sume ak cekik ! XD

12.In 12 hour,how will you spent RM1 million.
shopping till drop ! harus weyhhh !!
ak maw beli segale jadah yg ak xprnh ade before this ! yeah yeah !
nk bg nmpk baek siket yerla yerla ak wat donation larh !! hahaa! XD

ak maw tagged sume org yg bce this entry ! hahaha ! suke ati ak larh nk tagged sape! sebok larh kaw ! ngeeeeeeee~ XD

The gambar ! owh bahase rojak bes kn? haha! XD

hello people! : )

actly arh hasrat nk mencapup photo kt blog ni dh lme! haha!

sbb ak tgk korang korang bagai nk RAK upload photo arn!
so ak pon kepoh kepoh arh nk gak upload!

walaupon photo last year and ade gk arh diz year pnye ak mix mix je meyh! hahah!

XD

xbyk photo !

Mls hoe nk upload byk byk! so time by time nnti ak upload ok gmbr2 yg konon2 si best larh ! yeah! yeah! mne yg ade ni korang sangap sangap larh dulu ok! hahaa ! XD

1 , 2 , 3 LOMPAT !!! ngeee~

auhh! melayang layang ok! XD

owh blck and white u alls !ahhaha XD

si seliper ! : ) *that qsilver is mine! hot kan? haha! XD

maen tepong! owh family ak havoc larh ! XD

si jco hot stuff hoe! haha *with myn and sara : )

FYI ; hari raye ktorang lompat lompat larh haha! XD

dah tuh je!
sekiaaaannnn
weeehuuuu~
XD

Bubbye 2008 and Hello 2009 ! : )

i'm still survive another year on earth ! haha! XD
good for me! yeaa ! haha
2008 !! what a year ! its kinda "ok" larhh for me
not great ! just "ok" ! yeah!
2008 mcm byk je perpisahan for me
like my friend pg asrama , not in the same class with my other bff
yeah yeah !
and drama drama kt skola xmo kalah !! haha!
with teachers ! student ! prefect ! and kerani2 ?? haha ! sume tuh arh
sume ade je drama ! but all that "colour up " my year larh
and my pre-senior year agak bes and loud !
byk bende yg ak xprnh bwat before but on 2008 ak bwat
like well i'm not proud to admit but
ak lari dari skolah XD,
masok skola pkl 8.30 sbb pg breakfast dulu dgn kwn2 ak ! well start ur day with breakfast people! haha! XD
and ak skip kelas sesuke ati ! yeaaah ! subj and ckgu yg "mengundang" harus dielakan! XD
but,
ade je mnde kinda positif yg ak bwat kt skola tuh like ,
jdi grafik designer for our school mag walaupon si pengetuwe reject my cover sbb xder muke dier ! dush dush !
masok kwd KRS for hari koko which is i'm sunburn like crzy !! ngeng !
jdi prefect XD , owh darl i'm their public relation officer ok ! yeaa! yeaaa !
recite doa kt tapak perhimpunan for the whole week which is people say that ak membace bukan berdoa?ape2 je lah korang hahahha! XD
and byk lagi larh yg agak "baek" ak bwat ! hahah! XD
ak kenal ramai kawan baru !! yeah! good thing huh !
i'm tottaly expanding my network people ! hahahah ! XD
well 2008 , ur time is over but i'll never forget u !
yeaah ! ! u being nice to me bcoz i cry less this year ! haha! : )
bubbyee 2008 !


HELLO 2009 !!!
yea yea ! taon baru ! XD
ak xmo bwat azam ape ape pon ! sbb yg lame2 pon x tercapai agik
so ak setel kan azam lame tuh then ak bwat yg baru ok?
yeah! ak just harap 2009 will be such a blast!! yeaah!
i hope i'll be such a better person
love and be love by people who is around me
and and pass with flying colours in my SPM!
aminnnnn~ : )