confession 1 ; the family

ak ank bongsu dlm keluarge ! and ppl keep saying that anak bongsu ;

.always get what they wanted to
.golden child
.spoiled kids

non any of that is true about me being the bongsu !


u bet i get evrything? hell no ! i seldom not gettin anything that i wanted to !!
like cellphone !! owh its like half a year i dont use any ! my bro use mine bcoz his phone broke down !
pastu hndphone ak yg dier gune 2 pown dier rosakan ! the best part dier beli baru without say anythin 2 me ! bkn nk gnti ke ape ke my phone 2 ! sial !
then i ask my mom to buy me a new one ! owh hell no she agree ! she said "owh wait for ur spm result,then i buy u 1 "
for god sake mom ! spm is lyke 1 years form now! gosh !!!!! u can spare money for my other sibling but for sure not for me rite?? yeah2 i already get used to it larh !!
golden child? hell no ! i was like a black sheep in the family ok ! u not gonna 2 belive me if i say my elder brother is the golden child ! hell yeah he is ! omg ! he still depend on my mom to buy his underware !! can u believe that?? i always be the last in line when it come to anything !!! sumtime i'll do the house work but when i screw abit they will say "x bole harap arh kaw ni" !! for the love of god ! can u just once appriciate what i do !! mcm argh ur other chlidren (xcpt my elder sister) bwat keje2 rumah ! dorang mcm setan sepah2 rumah ade larh kan! but ade u nk marah2 dorang? ade? balek2 muke ak gak korang marah ! nk hempas2 barang sume depn muke ak kan?
nk masam2 muke smer dpn muke ak ! dpn muke babi anak 2nd bkn maen manis lagi kan?? xprnh suro even basoh cawan pown rite?
kalaw mamat jadah 2 xmkn muke ak gak yg kne pgi kedai beli food dier kan? kalaw ak blom mkn ad suuroh sape2 pgi beli food ak? jgn harap larh ! ak mati kejong bawah meje pown korang KESAH LAGI ! masing harapkan ak je rite? yerla ak mmg kuli batak hram jadah kt rumah 2 ! kalaw nk angt loundry pown ak yg tgh stdy2 untk xm ni korang2 pgi suroh angkt !! yg babi ank 2nd ddk besar telor dpn tv x pulak suroh kan? alasan munasabah korang dier balek keje penat2! haram larh!! then weekend alasan ape?? thats y every weekend ak xkn ade kt umah ! sbb ak mls nk hadap muke anak 2nd! dah argh mcm mntek!! x sngop ak nk ddk umah kalaw dier ade! ak rele melepak kt area2 bb ! even sorang2 pown ak pgi ok! tgk mvie ke ape2 je larh ! as long ak xpyh nk ddk umah time dier ade kt umah ! argh!
i'm sick of this larh !! cant wait nk kwar dari umah ni ! and live with just my sister ! we both share the same thing ! hate our own sibling ! bcoz they such a pathetic weekling bastard !! erghhhh !