Bubbye 2008 and Hello 2009 ! : )

i'm still survive another year on earth ! haha! XD
good for me! yeaa ! haha
2008 !! what a year ! its kinda "ok" larhh for me
not great ! just "ok" ! yeah!
2008 mcm byk je perpisahan for me
like my friend pg asrama , not in the same class with my other bff
yeah yeah !
and drama drama kt skola xmo kalah !! haha!
with teachers ! student ! prefect ! and kerani2 ?? haha ! sume tuh arh
sume ade je drama ! but all that "colour up " my year larh
and my pre-senior year agak bes and loud !
byk bende yg ak xprnh bwat before but on 2008 ak bwat
like well i'm not proud to admit but
ak lari dari skolah XD,
masok skola pkl 8.30 sbb pg breakfast dulu dgn kwn2 ak ! well start ur day with breakfast people! haha! XD
and ak skip kelas sesuke ati ! yeaaah ! subj and ckgu yg "mengundang" harus dielakan! XD
but,
ade je mnde kinda positif yg ak bwat kt skola tuh like ,
jdi grafik designer for our school mag walaupon si pengetuwe reject my cover sbb xder muke dier ! dush dush !
masok kwd KRS for hari koko which is i'm sunburn like crzy !! ngeng !
jdi prefect XD , owh darl i'm their public relation officer ok ! yeaa! yeaaa !
recite doa kt tapak perhimpunan for the whole week which is people say that ak membace bukan berdoa?ape2 je lah korang hahahha! XD
and byk lagi larh yg agak "baek" ak bwat ! hahah! XD
ak kenal ramai kawan baru !! yeah! good thing huh !
i'm tottaly expanding my network people ! hahahah ! XD
well 2008 , ur time is over but i'll never forget u !
yeaah ! ! u being nice to me bcoz i cry less this year ! haha! : )
bubbyee 2008 !


HELLO 2009 !!!
yea yea ! taon baru ! XD
ak xmo bwat azam ape ape pon ! sbb yg lame2 pon x tercapai agik
so ak setel kan azam lame tuh then ak bwat yg baru ok?
yeah! ak just harap 2009 will be such a blast!! yeaah!
i hope i'll be such a better person
love and be love by people who is around me
and and pass with flying colours in my SPM!
aminnnnn~ : )

confession ; blogging ! ngeeee XD

every now and then
i always get this hesitant bittersweet like feeling when i'm writing down a blog entry.
it's like i'm sort of baring my soul
but keeping it all pent up.
like i'm setting my thoughts free only to box them in and compartmentalize them.
i dunno just a thought.
and it's weird when people read about your life
but dont know who you are.
and i think thats where the beauty of it lies,
that often the gift of anonymity removes all sorts of biases and partialities (is there such a word?) haha ! XD
its enables the reader to see you (or in this case, me) XD in different perspectives.
and i utterly respect the wealth of views, thoughts, comments, opinions that i get.
it can be such an eye opener.
thanks !!

*whoaa ! i think this is the first time ever i wrote in english with no such thing like grammar mistake !! i wish ! haha! XD
and the word abit "big" for me, owh thnks to "oxford fajar dictionary" btw!!! yeaah! XD
its help hell yeah alot !! hehe

Friend with money : )

weeehu~
did any of u got "friends with money" ??
alarhhh the one who born with silver spoon in their mouth?
yeah! i bet u hve! : )
i do hve a few ! : ) i like been friends with them !! : )
when we hang out and u were insist to eat in fancy rstrnt !!
once a while its fine by me
but each time?????
my family does "sign" the moneyy !! ahahah!
food court? owh well,its not ur "league" !!
but is minee! daaaaa !!! dush2~ XD
but ! why i'am questioning this?
who cares! i'm not the one who pay the bills
but u did! hahaha! XD
i'm the one who eat !! and refill the ice lemon tea like hell yeah a thousand time ! hahaha
and2 when u start talkin about "brand" !!
i'll start making those " whatever" face! ahaha! XD
owh biatch me! haha
we do hve same intrst and yeahhh taste in fshion
but
u the one who talk and wear "high fashion"
and i'm the one who listen watch PLUSS envy!
bwhahahahah!
weeeeeeeeeeeee~
but whatever it is
i cant blame u my dear ! : )
u were born like that
ur parents make u wear OSH KOSH since u were a baby rite?
but hey hey! i still love u larh beb! : )
no matter what
u still buy me what ppl might say "what a present" for my bday! haha!
which is good! its make me feel that u appriciate me : )
and2
when we hang out
u the one who always "treat" me ! : )
movie ticket? well its on u ! yeah!
dinner?lunch? on u ! on u ! hahahaha
sumtime i dont hve 2 take out my wallet at all larhhh !
that make me love u even more largh !
but beb ;
i'm friend with U
not ur money
i want u 2 kno that ! : )
and2 i hve so much fun with u larh beb!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Si baru dan Si lame

motif ; just nk update blog! XD

ak suke kawan2 lame ak
ak suke kt kawan2 baru ak
tpi ak x rse kawan2 lame ak suke kt kawan2 baru ak
tpi kawan baru ak suke kt kawan2 lame ak
kawan2 lame ak selalu membuatkan ak rse tersepit kt tgh2
day by day ,
ak rse jawoh dgn kawan2 lame ak
day by day,
ak rse semakin dekat ngan kawan2 baru ak
ak xmo hilang kawan2 lame
kawan2 lame byk mmry ngan ak
ak seronok ngan kawan2 lame
tapi arn,
kawan2 lame mcm xkesah je nk kwn ngan ak
mcm x kesah je nk jmpe ak walaupown dh lme x jmpe
ak selalu rindu2 kt kawan lame ak
tpi
kawan2 lame ak bwat x tawu je kt ak
kawan2 lame ak x call pown ak nk borak2
walaupown berzaman ak xdgr sore2 mereke
ak x kesah ,
hnye beberape je kawan2 lame ak yg still kesah psl ak
still call ak
still ym ak
still text ak
dier mmbwatkan ak rse bahawe
dier larh \"kawan smpai mati\"yg ak ade : )

kawan2 baru ak ade care dorang yg tsendiri
sbb i2 ak suke ngan kawan2 baru ak
ak bole cerite psl cerain2 thing kt dorang yg ak rse kawan2 lame ak xkn amek siyes
kawan2 baru ak suke spent time ngan ak
ak pown suke spent time ngan kawan2 baru ak
byk bnde yg ak bwat ngan kawan2 baru ak yg ak xprnh bwat ngan kawan2 lame ak : )
ak suke kt kawan2 baru ak : )
tpi,
ini sume xder makne yg ak lupe kt kawan2 lame ak
ak xmo kawan2 lame rse yg ak lupekan dorang
tpi,
kawan2 lame yg bwat ak rse yg dorang dh lupekan ak : (
tpi xperlah
mayb kawan2 lame ak dah jumpe kawan yg lebey baek dari ak rite?
so ak just move on .


si baru ngan si lame
masing2 unik bg ak
masing2 bwat ak gmbire bler ade dgn mereke
ak suke kt kawan2 ak
xkire lame atau baru
mereke2 si baru dan si lame
korang bermakne ok dlm idop ak ! : )

p/s ; sejak biler jadah ak berbahase baku ni? hahahahha!

school hlday? well its dull !!

gosh !!! school hlday ak sejak last year mcm babi !
ak sng ! pkai babi je ! bwhahahhah!
first week kinda enjoy hari2 bgon lmbt2!
1st week ade gak pgi hang out lepak2 kt pv ngan family
then msk 2nd week dah haram !!
hari2 ak ddk umah !! just arituh pgi tgk j.bond ngan makbapak serte akak !
laen2 ak ddk umah !! on9 pastu mkn pastu tgk tv pastu ak tdo !
what a life????
time belom cuti skolah ak dah xited2 pgi cuti sndiri then,
bler dah cuti skolah ak maw pgi skolah plak! nk jmpe mmber2 ak!
gosh! ak dah terbayang !
ni baru cuti skola 2week ak dah mish2 mmber ak !
nnti ! lepas spm? jadah ak skolah agik !!!
waaaaaaaaaaa~ xmo grad larh !
btw, ak x tawu ape jadah ngna life ak?
gettin dull than ever !
bosan bosan and bosan !
perghh!!

mereke2 mncadangkan ak supaye ;

hang out
yeah! hng out i2 sgt arh bes! ak suke gler! but the prob is!
ak ade rakan2 yg ssh gler nk kwar umah !! and kalaw kwar pown kne balek befor or by 6 o'clock
what a life !! siyes xbaper enjoy larh!
tgk wyg,mkn , jln sket then bubbye! hell yeah !!!
(sry 2 say this u guys ) XD

but still !! we hve such a good time larh ! : )

part time job ;
ade arh desas desus suro ak keje prt time kt mcD ke anywhere larh !
what i say ; HELL NO ! ak just rse i'm too young larh untk keje ! eceh! haha! XD
still family ak bole je tanggong ak rite? ak still salute larh dorang yg keje carik dwet sndiri mayb its good for them
but not for me ! i just not ready yet larh ! : ) later2 ok ! haha

what i wanted to do ;

loose weight!!
yeaah! i realy2 work for it rite now !! perghh tiap2 pagi alarm akn bunyik! ak pgi jog mcm jntan jadah!
bwhahah! XD kadang meet arh jog prtner kt taman yg biase ak jog i2! jog ngan dier sgt arh bes ! sbb klakar jadah! time nk jog pown nk bg ak gelak ! even dier cine but who cares ! ak x perkauman ok !! hahah!
and got 2 say i think ! i think larh kan i might loose a bunch of weigh base on what ppl tell me! bwhahahah!
yeaaaa ! XD

meet new ppl ;
yeah! kalaw dpt kenal ngan few new ppl would be nice!
well dapat gak share2 intrst ! learn new thing ! weee~
yerla xkn ngan same ppl je rite??
its time 2 change larh !
yeaaah!

vacation ;

OMG! i do realy realy need one!

for god sake dah almost about a year x pgi vacation ok !!

last time ak rse pgi kelantan i2 kot ! i2 pown antr cousin kawen! dapat gak arh ak tgk2 lawot!

skang ni rupe lawot pown ak dah lupe kot ! bwhaha!

siyes ddk kt kl je kinda bosan ok! nk gak pgi luwar2 kl ! just like dorang2 yg luwar kl dorang teringin jugak nk dtg KL ! so do i meyh !! need a break larh from traffic ! segale2 asap !!

fresh air plz ! eceh! haha! XD

but what i kno larh , mayb bln 12 family belah abah maw bwat trip pgi PD ??

PD? i was like "omg how dull would that be"??

but hey ! its bttr than nuthin ! so pgi je larh ! and realy lookin foward for it!

and i missed all my cousin ,aunt and uncle ! so i guess i will hve such a great time with them

just like usual bcoz they are all about fun !! ahha
: )

yeah2! i2 larh certain2 thing ak rse dpt mmbwatkan cuti2 kuwh ini tidak bosan!
well got 2 hve sumthin 2 do rite? kalaw x siyes ak dah telan pnadol 10bijik! ahhaha! XD
and hope it will getin better larh !!!

The Fuck ; post with alot of "F" word !

owh guys ! u gonna 2 see alot of "fuck" in this post bcoz i 'm freakin angry rite now!
ahaha! i already warn u ; haha!
the F word start right NOW !!


fuckin idiot!idk whats wrong with my elder brother!!
anythin that i do he will protess it like hell!
give me support? hell no! just 2 cndaimed me!!
make me felt down the hill! are u enjoy doin it?
u think u btr than anybody else in diz house do u???
u think u smarter than evrbody?
u kno what? u wrong!! u'r not btr than anybody ! u'r the worst FUCKIN person ever exist in this UNIVERSE.!!

why u keep disturbing my life?
when i was in my room and i turn the music on!
u will knock my door like crazy and shout 2 me like fuckin crazy man and ask me 2 slow it down!!
u'r soo fuckin kidin me!!
u dont hve 2 shout! i'm not fuckin deaf u looser!
u dont hve 2 "slam" my door just 2 show how fuckin angry u are!
OMG!! its my room! its my space!i can do anythin that i wanted 2!!
if i ever wanted 2 hve sex in my room and those sex sound will be louder than ever
are u gonna knock my door also huh u looser? hahaa XD
if u turn the music on louder than the bloody hell live concert nobody gonna knock ur door rite?
u kno y?
because u'r the fuckin damn GOLDEN CHILD.!!!
i'm not gonna 2 dress up the way u did! bcoz it look fuckin stupid and its soooo 200 years ago !!!! so dont ever critic my hair,my beg,shoe,my jeans,my shirt and anythin that is MINE.!!
u just jelez ! bcoz i'm hotter than u though! hahahahahah!
soo! bttr u go FUCK SUMBODY ELSE LIFE.!! or just fuck ur own!! daaaa



p/s ; bad word wasnt it? yeah2! thats the way i express my emotion ! nghahahah! XD

name ak kne seru ngan ckgu pgws?

arini ak dpt tawu name ak naek kt list ckgu pgwas ! hell yeah !
first ak tawu sumpah terkejot gler babi haram larh kan !! x senang ddk ak kt umah !!
esk ckgu2 pgws i2 sume nk jmper same ak ngan baper2 agik arh!
dlm bilek guru bersaksikan ckgu2 yg laen ! perghh ! ak dpt tawu bkn maen byk agik ckgu melemparkan cmnt2 negatif psl ak ! adoyai !
msti kejer2 mijol argh ni ! ak tawu beliaw paling byk x pwas ati same ak dari rmbot smpai kuku kaki ak pown dier nk x pwas ati ! adoyai !
xper2 esk akan ak hadap and ak da ready speach2 ape yg patot bg mmbele diri ak
and meluahkan segale2 yg dah bebuku bakan dlm hati ak ni !
so harap2 kess pecat2 xder !
and2 kes tarik2 jwatan xder! aloyai!
same2 doakan ak ok2 shj !
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
: )